Crying

12/13/2012

 
Mood: Relaxed
Last Spoke To: An old friend
Last Harmed: 24 days ago (20-11)

Doing so well! 24 days! I'm so damned proud! Annnnyway. I'm also so happy. I did try to ignore my little one, I did try to be withdrawn, but he drew me into his arms basically and held me tight. Goodness, I even tried to leave him (yes, I actually did, I told him that I couldn't do it) and he did force me back in, he let me have free will but he actually begged me. 

 
Mood: Relaxed
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 13 days ago (20-11)

Wow. Ok, so, exams are over, I barely survived. My little one was sweet as hell through it all but it was my master who provided my distractions, my little one was simply incredible support... I spoke to my master about it and he thinks it is because my little one and I are compatible for a long term thing. Not like 'soul mates' or anything, Whether I believe that or not, we would actually have to meet in person and take years to figure it out. But yeah, my master is my master. It is a relationship that will not cross the line to any life long status unless we continue to modify it so he is always my master. I don't know how that will work, we shall see in years to come.